úterý 28. října 2014

my poems no. 11, 12 and 13

Late autumn came to Prague so it's cold, foggy and grey in here. And I developed a habit of going to the river to walk and think nearly every day. Hence all the water, swans, boats and reflection in my recent poems.

The river is mystical
when the lamps still light on village railway platforms
Wind is blowing and the water folds
There's no end seen through the haze
Everything is grey and non-existent
It's the morning when - if you're out of luck and woken up by freezing feet - you consider going to the river bank and walk into the stream very slowly, wearing a coat, until your head sinks bellow the surface
Then you reconsider, it's icy
You turn over, ignore your cold feet as well as the bare trees by the river
Behind your bedroom walls I'll pass by in train
the sound blending with dream
Nobody will believe what happened when, later, the mist will rise

Swans have assembled in rows on night river surface
without anybody noticing
Boats passing by, their dinning rooms lit
You can't see properly from light into dark
All the white birds have their heads turned against the stream
The haze is coming


I'm sitting by the river
and words start creeping in fluidly
They'd be about the black sky on the left
I shouldn't look over there, it swallows swans
they sail there in four-file
and that is always a bad sign
The railway bridge in front on the other hand...
lighten trains
modest steel arches
it doesn't even have a name, on all the maps it's simply written: railway bridge
There's too much happening on the right
the sky being still absolutely transparent over there
Everything is laid down on the river
And it doesn't feel, it doesn't freeze, it doesn't crave like I do
sitting and staring
contemplating how would the words sound if only I'd put them on paper

pondělí 27. října 2014

you're too far to tell you


me performing, title and form loosely inspired - yet again - by Bas Jan Ader's performance I'm too sad to tell you

pátek 24. října 2014

my poem no. 10

Today I got a flower
And it made me think of you
Like every day something does
I wanted to throw it away
But then started to pretend - on my way home in night tram - that it was from my lover
I even touched the blossom
When I came home I stripped naked
To lay under the duvet only in panties
(It felt appropriate)
And I wrote this poem without metaphores and figures

I wrote it so you know