Recently
I'm not sure if I live more in dreams or in "the real world". And by
dreams I don't mean daydreaming.
I
sleep long till midday and am not able to wake up for hours. I don’t want to be
awake. Although my dreams aren’t sweet or anything, on the contrary. But for
the first time in my life while dreaming I’m actually aware of the fact that it’s
a dream. And it comforts me.
This
weird state of my mind scares the hell out of me. I’m afraid that I’ll fall in
the dream-world completely. I’m afraid that I won’t be able to bear the reality
and I’ll run to the shallowness of the dreams. Has anyone ever lived only to sleep
and dream?
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